I'm back huhu.

When was my last post? 

The past few months have been quite a rollercoaster ride battling with depressive thoughts about an uncertain future. Fear crept in every now and then and it seemed like a downward spiral. 

But I'm grateful and blessed that God has pulled me back once again. His presence is heaven to me.

5 things to find joy from:

1. My family, to get fat with and love me no matter what.

2. I found a CG in a new church! Finally! I believe God has put me in the right place in the right time with the right people. 

3. My friends, although I really miss my cheena bestie, few weeks in shanghai already and goodbye was hard SOBS especially after being clingy for months and weeks. Thank God for her. Kimmy if you're reading this, I hope you're settling well (which I think you are!!) and although I miss you I know this internship's gonna be great for you and it's just a few months before we meet again! And don't always your EC when you're back hor, leave some space in your heart for me tanks.

4. Started school. I dread so much and feel like I wanna dig a hole and snug my head through whenever I hear "introductions". Inwardly I'm cringing whenever I say "SIM-UOL economics and politics". Somehow I'm not as 'fortunate' as many of my friends who always seem to get their Plan A, but I just have faith that Plan B=better. I may not understand why now but I'm thankful because I know I am taken AS-I-AM.

5. Tuition assignments. It's challenging to give tuition for EOY and Olevels and coping with school work at the same time but so fulfilling.1 MORE MONTH. My students must do well  then my credibility will sky rocket HAHA, by the grace of God they shall do well!

Miss you clingy bestie.

WE ALWAYS EATING HEALTHY TO EAT DIRTY.

(PAST VS PRESENT).
 1st batch of legit (mass improvement) cupcakes & I nailed sea salt caramel I'm so touched :(
I wanna thank all my friends who supported me when my cupcakes looked dreadful but they constantly praised them and said I should open my bakery next time... Now I know why y'all are my friends HAHAHA, cos' yall comfort me and accept me, and my bakes, and made me live in denial. HAHA.

Gonna spend some quality time with my favourites tomorrow. YAY <3.

 p.s Ladybug, can we play beach touch together I miss talking to you. How I wish I didn't get angry at you. Why was I angry with you? But you said "I never blamed you" aww.
Hope you're doing well in NUS 橄榄球.  See you if I ever see you again.

ANW itching for a year end gateaway with the fam hehehe...

XOXO, Fei.